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It’s addictive… let’s hope it stops here. Love it though 🙂

Edit 29012022: MM said it’s tasteful. That means a lot. Her opinion matters to me. Possibly too much…

New yeaarrr… eye candy

New eye candy. Good motivation for my not considered resolution resolution for 2022. Let’s see how long this candy can maintain the attention of my very fickle undisciplined and adhd mind 🤷‍♀️ can’t deny it’s mildly amusing at times 😬

2022

Another year came and went just like that. Feel like nothings been accomplished aside from my perpetual changes in medication and potentially biggest meltdown to date. The struggle and pain is real even though most people can’t see it. Maybe it’s to save me from needing to explain to the whole world. All the raising of awareness aside, mental illness stigma is not just well and alive, it’s striving. Refusing to disclose to my family is so they don’t have to acknowledge that there’s yet another mental case in the family. I don’t want to be remembered as my nieces and nephew’s mad auntie, like how we refer to him as our mad uncle. Not the legacy I want to leave behind. But i digressed. 2022… another brand new year. I have no new year resolution, just hope to continue being gainfully employed for the year and for as long as possible after that unless my death comes first. I did try to make one change. Signed up for 60 sessions, over 20 weeks, that’s 140 days.. almost half a year. Let’s see how long I can persist before giving up. Yes, as usual I have a lot of ‘confidence’ in myself. Time will tell how much money I wasted this time round.