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Crowd…
Fun times.. my prescriptions are getting longer and funner… New to PRs: Pregabalin, Methylphenidate, Vortioxetine, lexapro, Stilnox, Xanax. It’s a crowd.
Incompatibility..
Been watching show that uses terms like “injuries incompatible to life” and “recognition of life extinction” instead of “time of death”. Food for thought. Incompatible to life… hmm…
Exposed…
I don’t specifically hide my identity on this blog, yet the fear that my facade is crumbling.. fear that the front I’ve tried to perfect over the last few decades is no longer sacred… this fear is becoming greater by the day. I don’t know how to exist in a world that sees me for who I really am.. I don’t want to have to live a life without my carefully crafted mask… I dread to think what I’ll have to do when that day comes…
Please don’t take away the only thing protecting me from myself… you might think you are helping but you will be the cause of my demise. Let me at least have the option to choose if I want to take my secrets and pain to my grave… hopefully not prematurely.
Or I should just delete this whole blog… solves all future issues… sigh…
passing of time... 